Jul 2, 2008

Hanging On

OK, you have probably read the earlier post on waiting...and if you have been reading since then you probably picked up on a pattern in my posts.

Yes I am waiting for something. You guys are so smart.

There are a lot of things I am waiting on and still trying my best not to worry about them, but there is one thing in particular that I need you help with. I am waiting for a job. It is out there...just beyond my grasp but I know it is there and I know it is for me.

I am reaching the end of my own strength...sound familiar?

I am running out of money which is not surprising to me at all, but it is still a little concerning. I am running out of time, there are only 5 months left between here and Honduras. But there is something else that I am running out of and I can't quite put my finger on it.

Whatever it is... it hurts me to think I don't have enough of it. I am leaning hard on God. He has whatever it is that I need. If you have some time...a minute or two in the morning, before you eat lunch, while you are in the bathroom, whenever God leads you...please pray for me.

Pray that I will lean on God. Pray that I will trust Him. Pray that I will savor the wait. Pray that I will have victory over the fear that is threatening my peace of mind. I need you guys. I need your prayers. I need your help...now more than ever.


Kelly Pitts said...

I know exactly what you mean. And I am praying for you and I know that God will give you the strength you need to get through this season. It is always easier to say that for someone else than to believe it for yourself. But I do believe it for you and I know that God is using this time to prepare you for something in the future. All this you already know , but sometimes you just need to be reminded. Someone just told me the other day don't let the enemy steal your dreams away from you with fear. So I say the same to you because he will continue to put fears in your life as well as worries if you continue to show him that it works. You have dreams in your heart that the enemy is afraid of you accomplishing and so he do anything to distract you from pursuing those dreams. I love you girl and I will be praying for you and you can do the same for me. :)

Heather Stewart said...

Thanks KP, u da best! I am so glad to have ATL on my side!